Ayo - I’M Gonna Dance (by AyoVEVO)
Dear T,
Its been sometime…
I can’t blv all that has gone under the bridge…
I can’t associate you with those things…
Do you really deal these cards without a single thought?
Do you really jab the knife without blinking an eyelid?
How did you make such a blunder?
Why’d & how’d you shut the goodness inside of you?
After everything….im here typing this…my body trembling…hands shaking…body rocking back & forth….
Lord heal me…I’ve done my best!!!
Or did I not?
Do I really see myself the way I’m not?
Do I give myself too much credit?
Rock of ages you are the Sovereign one.
My helper…
If it be your will let this cup pass from me…
Now I know first hand what it was like for JOB in the bible…
All I can mutter is O God!
Lord I need Your strength…
I have no where else to turn…
You are all Ive got….
Lift me up from these ashes…
Cause a smile to form on my lips…
Let Your peace garrison my heart Lord….
I need You more than I can even mutter….
Dry the tears from my eyes…
Give me beauty for ashes…
Heal my heart forever….
Thank you Lord.
hw can she hv u?
y is she better?
y do i hv to breathe…
